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Tuesday, 05 June 2007

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    You Raise Me Up
    By Westlife
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    Revivalism...Rejuvenation...almost...

    For the warriors in my life who have taught me never to give up...
    For the warriors who are no longer in my life but have left such a deep impact that their memories burn deep within
    For the warriors not in the same bloodline but have been contributing so much to this war...

    It is almost the end now...For the final time (insya-allah)...
    The battleground is ready but the preparation is still on the way...
    Choose the weaponsn with care and make the war a fight to be remembered eternally
    As long as Life is still seeping in and out of the self-destroyed body and mind, all hope is still not lost
    Faith and Prayers of the loved ones kept it all moving and stopped further degeneration of the states
    Thank you is all that can be said

    When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
    When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
    Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
    Until you come and sit awhile with me.


    You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
    You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
    I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
    You raise me up...
    To more than I can be.

    There is no life - no life without its hunger;
    Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
    But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
    Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.



    _________________________________________________________________________
    Just when all hopes seem lost
    Just when it felt like defeat was near
    Just when a psycological warfare was pre-planned
    You go ahead and saved it all...in a way...*smiles*
    In the nick of time...
    It felt like the beginning again
    But right now we have to fulfill our personal obligations


    We were drawn from the weeds
    We were brave like soldiers
    Falling down under the pale moonlight
    You were holding to me
    Like a someone broken
    And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

    Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
    Just let me hold you so we both fall down

    Fall on me
    Tell me everything you want me to be
    Forever with you forever in me
    Ever the same

    We would stand in the wind
    We were free like water
    Flowing down
    Under the warmth of the sun
    Now it's cold and we're scared
    And we've both been shaken
    Look at us
    Man, this doesn't need to be the end

    Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
    Just let me hold you so we both fall down

    Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
    Forever with you
    Forever in me
    Ever the same
    Call on me
    I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
    Forever it's you
    Forever in me
    Ever the same

    You may need me there
    To carry all your weight
    But you're no burden I assure
    You tide me over
    With a warmth I'll not forget
    But I can only give you love




Sunday, 20 May 2007

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    Lovefool
    By The Cardigans
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    Pieces of Puzzles fitting Together...

    Had really loved The Famous Five, Nancy Drew and The Hardy Boys when was growing up. The mysteries, the puzzles...all waiting to be solved...

    Little by little the jigsaw pieces are fitting together to paint a clearer picture of what was vague and ambiguous to a point that it became so confusing. For a while the web of confusion spunned around, hiding a rational mind behind murderous intent.

    Like the really cliche saying, "Curiosity kills the cat"
    But the cat also has nine lives...

    So just how many more is left before resuscitation is completely impossible?



Friday, 18 May 2007

  • Rise Up

    Rise up
    Amongst the rubbles
    Stronger and more determined
    Let mistakes be mistakes be mistakes

    Rise up
    And fight through the hellfire
    After the destruction of the paradise
    Let the pain sear through to wake the dead

    Rise up
    Through the torrential rain and clapping thunder
    Drenched and soaked with evergrowing sins
    Let them all be washed away and drowned

    Rise up
    Through the horrendous physical destructions
    Through the constant burning emotional fires
    To gain that long yearned peaceful ocean

    NDK1
    180507 @ 0225 hours

Tuesday, 08 May 2007

  • Hangin' on...

    Not a very happy person at the moment.
    Wish there is someone whom I can talk to without any barriers
    More about just relationship crap that seems to be the problem of the world
    Wish that I can talk to him
    Wish that I still have her around to talk to
    But she's buried 6 feet under, thousand of miles away from this godforsaken place
    That used to be my fantasy land

    7th May...shit I forgot to call another one of my lil cuz again and me forgetting a birthday of someone who matters alot to me has never happened before...well...maybe if I was not too busy wallowing in my own disgustin self-pity I might have remembered...shit...

    Just like he forgot that 7th is important...well more for me I suppose...or should I say...ONLY for me

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